Everlyn's

2012-01-26T19:00:00.000+08:00

I want to believe in this so muchhhhh.

This term is seriously all about compromising a front for another, & I hope it will be worth it.

So I started 2012 with U as the grade for my first paper sighh so demoralizing I know.

But i can't allow myself to falter so,

THIS TOO SHALL PASS.

.

2012-01-06T00:53:00.003+08:00

Six days into 2012, and this is my first time settling down to collect my thoughts.

2011 was amazing, mind-blowing. College, new friends, new environment, new lifestyle. By far took the most effort to communicate with the people important in my life. Still there are some whom I wished had more actualization of misses instead of just words. Made grrreeeaaattt friends from different roots, different cultures, different ideals, different lifestyles, but the diversity is beautiful. Granted opportunities to explore inquisitions. Still love what I loved; vice versa. Still me but yet so unlike. Heart to heart talks. Of peace, gratitude, happiness... but mostly gratitude. Thankful for every high and every low. Thankful for you, you, you, you, and yous..

To gear up for another year doing the same things (mostly); fingers crossed, mind open, heart guarded.

X

Work Shadowing 301111-071211

2011-12-13T21:42:00.001+08:00

/For reflections

Was a great experienceeeeeeee :) Although 15 of us interns were not allocated to any mentors, we had our agenda alternating between the civil, criminal and the family & juvenile justice divisions, going for chamber hearings (District Judges) as well as court hearings/trials/mentions.

Oh wait. The thing that is etched the deepest in my heart is that people in legal service reeeeeaaalllyyyyyyy do have a thing for low temperatures. The air-conditioner is on full blast in every office, I was afraid of the cold than the judges (but of course they turned out to be nice friendly people instead of the stereotyped old grouchy men and women) hehe. Whenever we walk in the courtrooms/chambers, our first reaction would be like "friggin coldddddddddddddd!"

Okay back on a serious note, the internship was really insightful. Undeniably, I slept through SOME of the court sessions because contrary to popular beliefs (as depicted on televisions), they are either

1) unexciting. in other words, boring.
2) slow. the proceedings are reeeeally slow, the cross-examination of ONE witness takes up to HOURS.
3) adjourned to a further date -- the word "adjourned" is probably the most mentioned word in mention courts/chamber hearings....

Some cases I heard:
Civil - Dispute over contract ($) between two companies, failure to file income tax (Night court)
Criminal - Vandalism, car accident (natural death) between taxi & motorcycle, gambling addiction (eCourt 15 Community Court), stabbing
Family - Contested divorce, mediation for the distribution of matrimonial assets, failure to pay maintenance
Juvenile - Theft, failure to adhere to probation hours

I think one division that took me by storm was really the family & juvenile justice division, because it really shows the ugly side of people when relationships go sour. Some things in life are really just too delicate eh.

Like, the contested divorce was the ending of a marriage that lasted for 50 years. That is like five decades and half a century. Unbelievable. When two parties go up to the witness stand one by one to charge another. Except that the other party is someone who used to be a special someone.

"Don't forget they were once so in love." a psychologist in the family court reminded us.

Or when one resort to lying in order for a higher compensation from their ex-spouse. How is that even possible.

Or when a man gets jailed under the law because of his failure to pay maintenance to his ex-wife. If they are already having difficulties fending for themselves, is it still deemed as irresponsibility? How is it that the impartial one that gives the punishment is someone who has never really seen both parties through their highs and lows? so puzzling indeed.

-

The most impactful judge we spoke to was this civil judge who talked to us about everything -- ranging from dreams, music (he's really passionate about piano playing), work-life balance, dealing with wacko clients, oh and he's really into chocolates. Hahahahaha. He invited us to this so-called musical/mini concert for the less fortunate kids (he's performing) at the auditorium in the subordinate courts. hm, amazing eh? it's not all about litigation in the courts!

So we sat through their rehearsals (they performed Baby / Chan Mali Chan (hahaha) / I'm Yours) and it was really funny. oh yeahhh, he even played pop songs on the piano (Poker Face, Dancing Queen...) so amazing! and he's like reaaallly good at it.

It was supposed to be an advanced celebration for Christmas, but since the kids are Muslims (do not really believe in Santa Claus), they came up with this Captain Justice thingy to distribute the gifts. Hahahaha

Soo here's a photo to end this off.

Day 3

2011-11-30T07:37:00.001+08:00

On the bus to Subordinate Courts for my job shadowing now. Butterflies.

Crossing my fingers and all jittery to know who's my mentor. Hope he/she would be more amiable than politicallll.

And hope that he/she does not have any court hearings for this 2 weeks so I don't have to report in court attire everyday...

x

2011-11-22T23:02:00.001+08:00

那些年错过的大雨那些年错过的爱情
好想告诉你告诉你我没有忘记

Day 7- A lyric that reminds you of someone you love

2011-11-20T23:10:00.001+08:00

And he said
I want you forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together
Forever and always

- Forever and Always, Parachute

Day 6- A lyric that describes you at this moment

2011-11-11T15:17:00.001+08:00

Could you love somebody like that?
Could you attract someone like that?
Could you go where people can see someone like me?
Could you do that?

Would you face me?
Make me listen to the truth even if it breaks me?
You can judge me, love me
If you’re hating me, do it honestly

- Honestly, Kelly Clarkson

Night lights

2011-10-22T22:34:00.001+08:00

Let's just say PW gets the best of me.

Day 5- A lyric from the last song you heard

2011-10-18T21:44:00.001+08:00

I can bless myself
There's no need for someone else
There's no one to blame
There's no one to save you but yourself
I can justify all the mistakes in my life
It's taught me to be, it's givin me me
And I'll survive
Cause I have blessed myself

Do you even wonder
How anything can make you cry?
Help yourself discover
That the pain you feel is the pain that you deny, in your life
So open up your eyes

- Bless Myself, Lucy Hale

The substitution analogy

2011-10-15T00:11:00.001+08:00

The feeling of being replaced by someone else sucks;
Yet the feeling of being just another replacement for someone else is nowhere better too.

Sometimes life is a bitch because it refuses to work in both ways.

mint green

2011-10-11T21:04:00.002+08:00

maybe sometimes all we need is something or someone to remind us of what we deserve.

Day 4- A lyric you get stuck in your head

2011-10-10T10:44:00.001+08:00

I'm updating on the trainn! At Serangoon now going to meet Kercing (been longggggg!) because there's only one lecture to attend today and I escaped from schoool! Hahaha

You said it again, my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm on the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love
And I'm terrified
For the first time and the last time
In my only life

- Terrified (ft. Zachary Levi) - Katherine McPhee

Day 3- A lyric from a song you hate

2011-10-08T00:15:00.000+08:00

Hmmmmm what should I say? I don't hate this song, but I am utterly irritated by it because there's this point in time whereby my sister couldn't stop singing it every second (annoying max) hahaha.

Contrary to so , I do like the lyrics though. I just cannot bring myself to sync it to my phone to listen to it. #ironic

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listening

-

The ballad of a dove
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep them in your pocket
Save them for a time when you're really gonna need them, oh
- If I Die Young - The Band Perry

Day 2- A lyric you say all the time

2011-10-06T18:02:00.001+08:00

Shoutout to Josephineeee even though I don't think she will see this!

Go run, run, run; I'm gonna stay right here
Watch you disappear
Go run, run, run; Yeah it's a long way down
But I am closer to the clouds up here
- Skyscraper, Demi Lovato

Day 1- A lyric from your favorite song

2011-10-04T20:22:00.000+08:00

My favourite song is highly subjected to seasonal changes, so I'll stick to the song on my highest play count in my iTunes currently.

-

Nothing left to give
Nothing left to take
I keep reaching out for you
Reaching out for you
As you turn away
- As You Turn Away, Lady Antebellum

30 day lyrics challenge.

2011-10-03T20:12:00.000+08:00

~~Day 1- A lyric from your favorite song~~
~~Day 2- A lyric you say all the time~~
~~Day 3- A lyric from a song you hate~~
~~Day 4- A lyric you get stuck in your head~~
~~Day 5- A lyric from the last song you heard~~
~~Day 6- A lyric that describes you at this moment~~
~~Day 7- A lyric that reminds you of someone you love~~
Day 8- A lyric that reminds you of someone you dislike
Day 9- A lyric that makes you want to dance
Day 10 -A lyric that describes today's weather
Day 11- A lyric that makes you laugh
Day 12- A lyric from your graduation song
Day 13- A lyric that you don't understand
Day 14- A lyric that you get wrong
Day 15- A lyric that you hear other's often get wrong
Day 16- A lyric that makes you smile
Day 17- A lyric that turns you on
Day 18- A lyric that makes you want to hit something
Day 19- A lyric that makes you want to kiss someone
Day 20- A lyric someone tried to use as a horrible one-liner
Day 21- A lyric that makes you mad
Day 22- A lyric from a song you want or had play at your wedding
Day 23- A lyric from a song you want played at your funeral
Day 24- A lyric that makes you miss someone
Day 25- A lyric you want to hear in a concert
Day 26- A lyric that makes you think of a movie
Day 27- A lyric that you can hear over and over and never get tired of
Day 28- A lyric that don't belong in a song
Day 29- A lyric that describes your life
Day 30- A lyric about your favorite body part

I wish nothing but the best for you too

2011-10-02T23:53:00.001+08:00

"Don't forget me," I begged /
I remember you said /
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

- Someone Like You, Adele

The Bernadotte library, Stockholm Castle, Sweden.

2011-10-01T11:25:00.003+08:00

Source: thatlibrary

So beautiful.

Seeking solace in gratitude

2011-09-18T14:08:00.000+08:00

To all the amazing people in my life
Thanks for making my seventeenth unforgettable

Thank you all for planning the surprise
The silence and the suspense;
The dares and the laughters;
The love and the wishes;
But mainly -- The thoughts and efforts

And the sweet quiet dinner
The ambience and the view
The exotica and natural
The smiles and the photos

Eating dessert by the sands
Taking photos under the moonlight
Looking at the dancing colours
Unravelling thoughts poured into gifts

- - - -

I have no idea who will actually read this space of mine because I don't tell anyone anymore
But I want to make my mark here for all the love I've received for my seventeenth

Even for those who did not celebrate with me physically, thank you for the wishes, gifts, texts and mainly just remembering (even if it was Facebook. haha)
I'm so thankful that birthdays are what keep us together this year even if we do not see each other every passing day anymore.

Love, misses, wishes, gratitude

Thank you

2011-07-16T13:03:00.003+08:00

HAHAH! It'd been long & I forgot to mention

Rachel Liang's new album! Loveeeeeee it

& This is my fav song's MV!

Pretty Little Liars

2011-06-22T01:45:00.006+08:00

I took a year to finish the first season! (Although technically, it was only fully released maybe Spring this year?)

I got hooked on the books and now it's time to get hooked on the TV series (honestly, it's really intriguing and creepy although I've read it all already)

Season II already looks so exciting with its pilot episode. omg.

Plus I'm so in love with Spencer in the show. Troian Bellisario! Really amazinggg.

...I'm having my exams next week! S.O.S

party rock is in the house tonight!

2011-06-10T01:10:00.004+08:00

PHOTOSPAMZ

I know I haven't updated for a long time.... HEHEHE.

Reason being, Blogger@iPhone doesn't allow me to so. Don't ask me why. IDEK.

anw, i'm back by Xinyi's REQUEST! heh!

Anyway, ANOTHER term has passed (omg, am I destined to post 4 times a year? haha)

GP paper's down & another 4 more to go for this Common Test. freaked. :/

But anw, this "holiday" has (so far) been FRUITFUL! (erm, exclude the studying part :/)

#1. Susanna's birthday surprise!

With the cake, which is my fruit of labour. TSK! :p

#2 USS TRIP!

I played on Mummy omgomg I need a standing ovationnn!

Although I didn't play Cylon/Human :/

It was an awesome tripppp!

#3 CIP @ NTU (stayover) and MBS (Retail)

before that I had dinner & dessert with Kercing, Jeffry & Roy! awesomeee

we we so excited, we so exciteddddd

didn't sleep for like 34 hours before crashing. we're legend -wait for it- DARY!

#3 Joey/ June birthday celebration!

pictures still pendingggg ;P

#4 Swimming in morning! & going to MBS with Kercing to stroll

Some other random awesome events before the 'holidays'... (in NO ORDER!)

You've been warned for my RANDOMNESS. :/

#1 Jeffry's surprise partaye!

#2 Random shopping with Kercing on first day of GSS!

#3 ( I KNOW THIS IS EONS AGO) B&J free cone day! =D

#4 West Spring Chinese Dance get-together

Congrats juniors for their GWH! :)

I'm so proud to be from West Spring :D

#5 KBox with Kercing ;P

#6 SMUGGLING YaTing (aka, the CJC girlzxc) into SAJC! (:

#7 Sports day & aftermath- Party World with Sherinananana :p, Zhiying! & Jiayuan :)

although I don't think they know the existence of my blog hehe! ;p

Loy Fatt ribbonerrrs!

#8 Meeting Susanna for dinner (: and Kercing+Charmaine aftermath!

we're such camWHORES. heeee

#9 FOOD TOUR WITH JEFFRY, JUNE& BIBIANA!

omg we we so AWESOME! wanted to use the B&J vouchers, end up eating 9 scoops of B&J + Popeyes + Frolick + PRATA@alif (though I was too full to eat the last)

so impromptu but iLikeIt! :D

#10 Basic Military Training Camp (BMTC) Learning Journey! :D with 11S11 ♥

because we all tied french braid (erm, the pros were our slaves actually. HAHAHA)

if you can't spot me, i'm second from the LEFT! ;p

#11 SC Commendation & aftermath :) library@esplanade!

can't deny, can't deny, no you can't deny, MY LONG LEGS!

naaah just kidding (:

#12 Flag Day CIP & Fish and co. for lunch

A lunch treat by Andrew cos he was LATE and he's RICH! :p

#13 Weeliang &Sonia's birthday celebrations :)

the sun was too scorching kthxbye to my eyes.

#14 OG TWENTYNINE 29 BBQ!

okay okay i'll end here. siao alr!

i just want to say that i'm SO, SO, SO, SO (and it goes on and on and onnnnnnn, yeah it goes on and on and onnnn!) glad to have such awesome awesome friends around me

I.am.blessed.

& i love to celebrate others' birthdays :))

What I have for the upcoming weeks: (erm, exclude the exams)

Stayover @Geraldine's with Yating! Xinyi! Kercing! :)

Studying with Zhiying&Josephine@ NLB :B

Sentosaaaaaaaaaa (TBC)

The mega FLEA MARKETTTT!

and erm studying for exams. #anticlimax

Love,

EVERLYN!

(or what Josephine always call me in school, Love-everlyn (loveverlyn))

errm, be back the next term? HAA! just kidding.

2011-03-13T13:57:00.003+08:00

School's out for March holidays! :D

A term in college passed damn fast! and right after this week of holidays is our MSA1 (aka, first official exam) D:

and i've been downright unlucky because i'm visiting the doctor's almost every fortnight! 2 weeks ago exactly, i went to the doctor's because of my stomach flu + fever. D: yesterday, i went to the doctor's for my hives/contact dermatitis/rashes/urticaria D: the worst thing is, i think my case is idiopathic (ie no cause found) so it will keep coming back in my life. greattt.

am very unlucky indeed. whoever said that my zodiac sign is the most prosperous and healthy in 2011 is very exclusive of people like me D:

but somehow, all these illnesses of mine had made me very (if not, a little) interested in pharmaceutical science. second to banking and finances still. ask me why i'm in the science stream -.- i'm very fickle, in case you haven't found out O:

anyway, this march holidays will (hopefully) be very fulfilling because i'll be able to meet up with WS people!

oh yes. the last GP tutorial just made me awfully aware of how lousy my grammar is. very very very. D:

2011-03-05T08:55:00.002+08:00

School has been fine. Despite all the workload ( D: ), I still have lovely friends :D That includes June, who called me at 1.30 PM yesterday, asking me where am I, because she's in. freaking. West. Spring. (...) but I still had school ): sucks that my school doesn't have early dismissal although it was the release of A Level results. speaking of which, is quite freaky. 2 years later, it's our turn! :/

anyway, people in my school, including me, are funny, because,

first PE shirt (SAJC's): have to buy. house colour. (which is, yellow for me. D: )
subsequently: buy other houses' shirts! (which I got red :D) and pending ones are green&blue.
then: St Andrews Secondary's cotton PE! (since we have the same house names) i'll get red&green.
then: once a saint, always a saint/ saints never hang their halos shirts. which. is still inaccessible. i think ;/
then: people in sports CCA will aim for TEAM SAJC shirts, while people in performing arts will aim for Saints On Stage shirts.

really. i wonder how many saints-related shirts I'll possess when I graduate from this school. haha!

2011-03-03T17:25:00.000+08:00

omg avril i missed her so much!

♥♥

2011-02-11T17:43:00.004+08:00

a week of lectures have taught me:

1. pw will drive me crazy
2. MSA is just a month away
3. i don't understand econs
4. my math lecturer is..ferocious.
5. bio is crazy but i still like it. and i like the lecturer too.
6. i will suffer for GP
7. resources are expensive. my bio ref book alone costs 83bux!? my uniforms altogether cost me 98bux. TIME magazine subscription 124bux. graphical calculator 175bux. WTS
8. my house (for PE) has a weird cheena name
9. my timetable is crazy. i have a six-hour long break next Mon omg?

LAST BUT NOT LEAST

10. i rlly miss my ws friends :(

valentines day is coming! i miss the days where it's cards-exchange in class :(

okay to end off this post with a polaroid (this week is friendship week so my sch's having funny booths)

classmate!

recent, recent not

2011-02-02T23:35:00.003+08:00

these cakes are somewhere from... Centrepoint? saw it in the hols. really really nice! i think it's from Designer Bakes or something. yeaaaaaa

pasta de waraku:D and that's my eel&egg!hahah lol

SS3 LAST SUNDAY!
omg my first everrrr concert and it's Super Junior's! :D
bibi had extra tix and offered to us. she's so nice;D thanks!

left: lightstick! so nice so nice!
right: there's this nice lighting shop @ kallang leisure park srsly they have the nicestttttt chandeliers over there!

Singapore Indoor Stadium! so envy the moshpit-ians. but i'm alr glad to be there!

me&ros! she chopped her hair AGAIN! bobby ros bobb bobb!

when the lights go off the blue glows are SO SO magnificent, this picture doesn't do it justice at all!! haha

and RYEOWOOK is so cute, YESUNG's singing is soso awesome (as well as Kyuhyun's!)
PLUS siwon is so hot!
omgomgomgomg. swoons! hahaha

ORIENTATION!
oh btw, im a saint officially:D & i love SAJC!

me & my new friend, she's a mixed! v v cool & we are SO alike omg. (:
and her friend works at my workplace! though i've quit a week before sch started.
plus the card+subway cookie from my OGL as a gift! so nice!

ok i realllyyyy enjoyed orientation & especially MASS DANCE, it's really really awesome.hahaha. :D

that's all! chinese new year in a few minutes!

2011-01-25T20:17:00.003+08:00

Last Sat was my last day working!!

went out with June. we practically combed the whole victoria street.
almost fainted due to the heat. ohmygosh
after so,went to town and we ended up shopping. HHAHAHA.

super love the supermarket in ION! (three sixty)

us being dorks+suaku. as usual.. HAHAHAHA

anw the things there are really atas! shant repeat myself rofl

and we went to Prologue.it's like a miniature kinokuniya but yeah.
nonetheless i bought three books.cos there was a sale.HAHA
anw, the titles were EatPrayLove, Norwegian Wood (some jap novel lol i know i wanna act atas)and The Book Of Tomorrow.

hang on Im still at page8 of The Perks of Being A Wallflower. ROFL

and omg.I have this giganticccccc desire to read the millenium trilogy (the girl with the dragon tattoo. the girl who played with fire. the girl who kicked the hornets' nest) but i swear it's gonna be too profound. yeah.blame me and my puny intellect.

oh anw. cornelia funke has a new book! reckless or smth. wts i wanna read everything but am not doing so. i suck. hahahahaha. i havent even finished reading the lost hero (rick riordan)

ok end of my stupid reading venture

anw. this week! watched The Ghosts Must Be Crazy yesterday at cck (damn hell long since i last went there actually) after scouting for a sch bag @ Queensway. which is a big fail+to no avail.

met Bibi&june and ME AND BIBI WANTED THE SAME BAG IN BHG TROLOLOLOL.damn funny. we are totally indecisive and the BHG staff probably thought we were the greatest nuisance of the day. rofl. but they suck too. HAHAHA. some minah and lady who refuses to serve us well.

anw the comedy is damn funny! super typical jackneo film but had a greight(gr8) laugh.

and today,to celebrate Yating's birthday, went to town with Geraldine,Kercing&Yating! ate pasta de waraku.nice though!eel&egg pastaaa! hahaha and we watched Burlesque!! very very nice&amazing vocals+ christina&kristenbell are gorgeous+ cam gigandet is so hot! hahahaha.

ok that's all! :D nice movies coming out recently when sch's gonna reopen -_- but i'll find time ok!!

i mean try to. hahah

oh & JAE results are to be released at tmr 8am. im so nervous. not scared or whatever bs but im just feeling the anxiety. ohhh.

because i miss

2011-01-22T22:36:00.002+08:00

♥♥♥♥

2011-01-17T18:28:00.003+08:00

Work is ending this Saturday!

I am looking forward to it. But at the same time, I am sad becos I love working because I have lovely colleagues! :) And the short working hours.

ah.

but I gotta look forward to school again. a bitter toast to the start of crazy Pre-U education, continuous nightmares, crazy long bus ride to sch and mind boggling questions which I surmise that I have absolutely no idea how to solve nor answer. yay. bidding goodbye to having a life (right, like I have one now! rofl)

BUT the most forward-looking event now should be 31th jan. yeah. why must January have the 31st day when December has it too? because it's my PAY DAY for the last day of the month. like \m/ woohoo! and it shall be my fattest paycheck received!

and I miss my friends. :(

xoxoxo.

The battle between colours

2011-01-16T22:42:00.008+08:00

Mom promised me to buy me a (more like, THE) watch (as a reward. lol.) next month! So now I'm deciding between 3 colours! Similar, but different? I dont know :(

wanted this series of watches since 2010! hehe.

currently I want the baby pink one. but I can be convinced yknow. the black's second.

oh my dilemma.

JAE

2011-01-13T20:59:00.002+08:00

Submitting in less than an hour.

No regrets.

Crossed fingers.

A new life awaits me.

Ch-Christ-Christmas

2010-12-23T23:33:00.006+08:00

it's a season to be jolly (:

Christmas! <3 never really been so generous my whole life before i swear. but buying presents for people just makes me feel so happy! so looking forward to the gathering on the 27th :)

shopping today with Yating and i love her ttm! (: hehe. gotten ourselves casing for our iPhones.. cute and loveleh! iLike(: and we bought pressies and we drank Starbux frappe and we bought face masks! hehehe. like random shopping! :D

and yesterday my mom bought me The Perks Of Being A Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky. (i know, his last name is kinda crazy...) but yay! i wanted that book since idk when (;

now i'll wait for my pay on the last day of the month patiently (: and get a new wallet! and a new bag maybe. and new clothes (: hehe! lovely.

but meek y u no pay me for sho long alr. -throws dagger-

perspectives

2010-12-23T13:14:00.000+08:00

dynamite

2010-12-20T16:12:00.001+08:00

what does it takes to be contented?

or rather

how does it feel to be satisfied?

2010-12-15T23:25:00.002+08:00

sometimes i would like you to know

that i keep most of my emotions to myself

just because you don't see it, doesn't mean i don't feel it

x.

2010-12-14T21:25:00.002+08:00

you can count on me like

one two three

i'll be there

and I know when I need it I can

count on you like

four three two

you'll be there

you can count on me cos i can count on you

(:

2010-12-13T21:25:00.000+08:00

work is commencing tomorrow.

say hi to my obsession of pretty things

2010-12-11T14:13:00.002+08:00

source: tumblr

pretty things make me happy.

just the way you are

2010-12-10T14:12:00.000+08:00

im just full of flaws.

2010-12-09T01:09:00.005+08:00

(If You Are Reading This)

HELLO JOEY
How's KL. Lovely rights. Unlike my teeny weeny Singapore, boring and unproductive over here :/
If you see anything that reminds you of me, tell me! Or blog it. Heheh
Awaiting for xmas eve for the get together!

HELLO JEFFRY
Bet you're having fun in Aust! Update your social networks frequently~
HAHA
Do not forget us while in your long getaway trip!

And yah, thank you for your (very) early xmas present!

YEAY, I CAN HAS LOVE ETC PARFUM. HEHEHE

thanks to Jeffreeeeee and Xiuhong!

Okay so I am quite sure that the deployment's not gonna happen, so I'm going to go for an interview tomorrow
I'm scared but dear me, independence!
pray that I'll get the job, because I need it):
Like yah. rotting away at home everyday, waiting for deployment = ABSURD
(N) Time to work!

but I went town today, initially to catch Narnia but we ended up shopping away.
ate Astons! like yeahhh :B and I bought a pair of heels!
yeah it's me. hahahaha
but it's on sale, so yeah, the very cheapo me is aroused...!
BUT STILLL, it's nice okay

and yeah
gonna sleep soon

i'm in love with pretty things,

Love Etc

2010-12-06T00:45:00.003+08:00

... Eau Da Parfum

Y u smell so nice!

♥

and recently McSpicy is super UNspicy.

I have no idea why. I only know I am growing fattest~

2010-12-04T22:37:00.002+08:00

From Joey

Everyone's like working now...

BUT I MISS ALL OF YOU!

:(

SEE ALL OF YOU SOON. + Will try to drop by your workplaces if I can :D

+ Everyone's going overseas....

SOON. Just, soon. How vague :(

Prom Night

2010-12-01T22:47:00.004+08:00

24 Nov

Prom Night was awesome!

Send me the photos so I can print them and make into a scrapbook... I'm recently too free because I'm awaiting deployment for Epicentre after SITEX 2010!

Anyway, SITEX was quite tiring... met different kinds of people though! Hope I will not get any problematic customers at the retailer's... and more decisive customers will do! + many were working at SITEX! Me, Xinyi, YaTing, Kokfoo, Jorel, Joey, Nicholas... ALL FROM 4E. LOL (Y)

okay and what's more. eating a lot this week, aka my rest week. caught Harry Potter 7. DOBBY IS SO CUTE..! and erm, played and fooled and ate and had fun...! :D

currently planning for the Chalet 2011 for 4E. yeahhhh! awaitingggg!

and yes if you're wondering. I'm having blunt midlength hair now... hahahha bye to me being titled the Miss Long Hair. i'd had enough of it :D LOL

First day of work

2010-11-22T00:57:00.002+08:00

@ Epicenter! Or Centre? DONNO. heh

it was quite fun! was worried at first, because i reaaaaaaalllllyyy don't think I've the "favour in men" (NOT guys. humans.) to be in the sales dept. but well, thank God it went quite well!

although my legs hurt (like madddd. realllyyy maddd.) i think it's worth it! in 10 hours (minus one for my lunch break) I sold 10 iPads!!! not a lot, but i'm pleased at least? :) i'm not too greedy since it's my first attempt at all.. exchange for some experience will do!

okay i am a iPad camper. because basically. im afraid of not being able to answer questions. especially for iMac/Macbook? since i've never really used it before... and iPad is easier for me? i guess so!

moreover, the workers there are also very friendly and nice! :)

and also thank you Jeffry and Roy for coming to visit me, go to Plaza Sing and come back and wait for me to end work!! hahaha (: great friends!

one bad thing is that, the uniform looks really weird on me.. i've a short neck and it's not allowing me to have any neck at all -_-

plus! i darno why, but there's no 3G connection at the shop even when my reception bars are full... what bull is that. thus, i can't check twitter/etc... yah sometimes when there's no crowd then very bored mah! LOL

and yeah, hope things at SITEX go well 4 days later (or 3?)... going for the training later on the afternoon!

2010-11-18T00:17:00.005+08:00

Due to O Levels...

1. I almost forgot how to go home from town. Like, when was the last time I when there before O Levels.. seriously, I have no idea at all -_-

2. My face, hair and myself is in a (N) situation. No time to care for it, nourish it or what so ever. I'll do something to address that... SOON

3. I feel freaking outdated. I don't listen to all the "IN" songs, don't watch all the new shows (okay tbh i dont even know what new shows are there?! or what new songs?!) or etcetc...

4. I deleted Twitbird (iTunes app) and asked someone to change my password so that I won't log in.. I know twitter is my biggest distraction but guess what, Echofon still worked so.. plan failed. and I refused to disable Echofon cos.. I'm stupid. idek..!

5. I led a ritual lifestyle. Everyday: Wake up, school, home, study, sleep, repeat from square one. I think I didn't go to BPP (which is like less than 1km from my house) for more than a week because my lifestyle, is as of above. How crazyyy!

but now, (actually it's 2 days ago) im so done w O Levels!

can't imagine the tall stack of papers I will discard! FINALLY. They've been choking up my room :S

I've never blogged for a long time i didn't even know Blogger's home interface had a change... slow to the very max.

plus now it's the shopping season for gala dinner & prom. so sick of shopping for long hours, but somehow, I do like it. Well, it's a good problem! Better than plucking my hair at home due to stress.. LOL

and I've officially a kpop fangirl (i mean long ago) so weird right. I used to think kpop fangirls are crazy (wont deny that some of them are) but AHAHA! it's an outlet for my stress level during the O's!

and it's the season for me to watch all my shows so

kthxbye. HEHE

Graduation Day...?

2010-10-15T16:42:00.002+08:00

oh 4 years in WSSS ended today! not literally, yet, actually

it's the final countdown, 10 more days to the first paper and exactly one month to our last paper!

jiayou; myself and everyone!

Don't settle for less then you deserve.

2010-10-02T13:23:00.000+08:00

23 days.

<8

2010-08-12T16:48:00.002+08:00

NDP!

Extracting photos after Fei lends me his card reader :D Hope the fireworks shots were nice! (:

And my com revived! I'm soso happy! Except for the fact that Prelims 2 is only 2 weeks away...
7 movies in my phone! Namely: Gamer, Date Night, Fame, Pelham 123, Time Traveler's Wife, Lovely Bones, Coco Before Chanel... Like I've got that much time to watch them all... :/

OK ABRUPT ENDING BYE.

2010-08-06T19:56:00.001+08:00

Awh it's the weekends again!!(:

Excited for the upcoming things...!

Tmr: Out w/ clique

Mon: NDP Parade!! I've nevar been to the actual one and i'm xoxoxoxoxo excited! To see the fireworks(: and to be a patriotic Singaporean! Hearts this year's theme song, love Corrinne May!

Tues: Class outing to Sakuraaaa!(: prepare to gain weighttt~

Wed: YOG flame coming in WSSS!! So cool(; I like Merly! Though i prefer the name Lyo~ i hope the mascots would be as cute... Haha. Wheeeee

24Aug: YOG! Am gonna watch Gymnastics!(: i like gymnastics! Wanted to learn that when i was young...! Haha

Oh and what. O's next. Shitttttt): my shitty results for this prelims seems to be hinting something...

):

2010-08-02T21:12:00.001+08:00

Posting on my new phone!(:

It'd been a good weekend after prelims!
Friday: Sleepover@ geraldine's house;

Saturday: TEN friggin' NIS at BIbiana's condo in the morning~ with her, Ros, Joey, June and Nicole. I'm starting to like tennis especially after watching Spencer in Pretty Little Liars(: fun (and healthy)

Went to watch Inception in the evening with Kercing, Xinyi, Yating, Geraldine, Ryan and Tingyew. It's very nice!(: go watch it. I was still thinking why was it so damn overrated. Hur!(:

Okay I'm gonna do my physics MCQ, read Heartless before calling it a day!(:

2010-07-30T17:56:00.003+08:00

PRELIMS 1 IS OVER.
FRIGGIN' OVER.
LIKE, NO MORE STUDYING LATE, WAKE UP AT 3-5AM TO REVISE... (yeah, right, as it THAT helps)

PARTY FOR THRRREEEE DAYS AND WE'LL SEE HOW IT GOES. OKEH

2010-07-25T13:19:00.003+08:00

"Some people are meant to come into your life for a lifetime, some for only a season and you got to know which is which. And you’re always messing up when you mix those seasonal people up with lifetime expectations.

I put everybody that comes into my life in the category of a tree. Some people are like leaves on a tree. When the wind blows, they’re over there… wind blow that way they over here… they’re unstable. When the seasons change they wither and die, they’re gone. That’s alright. Most people are like that, they’re not there to do anything but take from the tree and give shade every now and then. That’s all they can do. But don’t get mad at people like that, that’s who they are. That’s all they were put on this earth to be. A leaf.

Some people are like a branch on that tree. You have to be careful with those branches too, ‘cause they’ll fool you. They’ll make you think they’re a good friend and they’re real strong but the minute you step out there on them, they’ll break and leave you high and dry.

But if you find two or three people in your life that’s like the roots at the bottom of that tree you are blessed. Those are the kind of people that aren’t going nowhere. They aren’t worried about being seen, nobody has to know that they know you, they don’t have to know what they’re doing for you but if those roots weren’t there, that tree couldn’t live. A tree could have a hundred million branches but it only takes a few roots down at the bottom to make sure that tree gets everything it needs.

When you get some roots, hold on to them but the rest of it… just let it go. Let folks go."

(sugarfreeattraction.tumblr)

Trust. Of paramount importance. Do you trust me?

2010-07-20T15:29:00.002+08:00

Hello!

Haven't been touching a computer for days because my desktop sort of broke down.
What's wrong huh. I wish I knew. I feel so disconnected from the world! :/
But anyway, productivity level increases! OF CUZ.
Prelims 1.5 starting this Fri! I CAN DO THIS. (I hope)

Using my sister's laptop now, because she left it at home. But Im still gonna study soon /;

And I'm reading the Pretty Little Liars series now. It's like, Gossip Girl meets crime. Totally awesome, but I practically freak out because it's. really. creepy. like, seriously. read it to know it! but it's too intriguing and suspicious. blah. hope i finish the whole series soon because i'll have no time to study other subs. LOL

Hmm recently school is mundane, revision.. but I have lovely friends! :D

xo.

Pretty Little Liars

2010-07-12T22:55:00.000+08:00

(L)

2010-07-12T00:25:00.002+08:00

after the motivational workshop,

i've been dwelling on my future. after this year. I don't have a goal for studies. I mean, I do want to do well, but I don't have a path or a major that I would like to follow. JC or polytechnic? it's not an easy decision. I've always gave up pondering about my life path because my vision would be filled with a lightless tunnel. or a blank mind. grayish vision. same vision when I heard the name "Uruguay". isn't it? HAHAHA. (anyway, GO GERMANY and tonight, SPAIN)

my parents don't force their expectations on me, because they believe it would add to my stressometer and I might just do badly because of that. they trust my own options and decisions in terms of education (only), and always hide their disappointments when I did badly. at least in my opinion.

to put it across blatantly, i'm from an average family. poor, so to speak, although we're not in a dire need for financial help. I've seen how my mom work hard to sustain everything in the family, and although my relationship with my Dad is not as great, I believe that he loves us. kinda hurting that my sister is drifting away because she can be away from home (working, studying.. who knows) for a few days at a shot and we would see her on the average like, once per week? studies is the only thing that my parents would feel proud of. because they don't have wealth nor fame nor education to feel proud of.

JC will be a choice for me to pursue my studies at a higher level before deciding on which path to go. like, delaying my time to choose for 2 years. i know myself, and i'm not a bloody nerd who studies everyday. i'm realistic. i study when i feel like it. because then my productivity is at its peak. poly would be an easier choice, although it might not be as easy, but i don't know what path I want to take.

so, after the motivational workshop. I've paved out two paths for me to take, one each for JC and poly. decision comes at the release of results. hm. sounds very pragmatic.

i believe in not settling for what is lesser than i deserve.

2010-07-10T23:42:00.002+08:00

SISTARZ. Without Tingyew.

On 5th July!

Study. study. study. study.

I 'm sad that I didn't watch Despicable Me with June, Ros and Bibi today!
IZ DIS COUNTED AS ANNOYING? It's so fluffy, i'm gonna dieee!
I love Agnes because she's so adorable.

Joey's my lunching partner now! Since we're always alone at home after school (sobs), we go eat together, catch up before going home~

HEHE LOVES :D

iPhone 4 AWAITINGGGGG

2010-07-09T00:07:00.005+08:00

I'm posting a lot. LOL

I CAN'T WAIT FOR iPHONE 4 TO BE LAUNCHED IN SINGAPORE
It's a promiseeee from my Mom already!

Yes, it's "sucky" because of your excuse of "everyone is having it"

BUT IMMA SO EXCITED OMG. Firstly, a new phone in like.. a millennium.
I was comparing all the smartphones available now.. and I still leaned towards iPhone.
like, all the other smartphones are more for businessmen. e.g, Blackberry.

I am reminded that imma youth \m/ I LIKE TO PLAY APPS ON iPHONE.

Check mail, never need to buy books again (reading by PDF portably), humongous data plan that I might never reach, music player, apps apps apps, videos, TWITTER, etc etc. All in one! Soo conventional.

and all those LITE apps for K-Pop. I'll be able to see Taeyeon/Yesung in a click HAHHAHA
when 's RL gonna release such a techy thing?! HEHE.

DAMN EXCITED. Ya Ting and Yu Fei's waiting with me. We're in one league. 8D
WHO'S IN MY LEAGUEEEE? ;D
THEN WE'LL BE ABLE TO HAVE FACE TIME CALLS. ossum.

So sue me or hate me for being one of those COMMONERS. I love ittt! \m/

:)

2010-07-08T22:02:00.004+08:00

I want to make a heart mural on my wall!

Inspired by Tumblr

Then by SJ's No Other MV

I really really want to do it. But it's so challenging!

Gonna start drafting it out, the landscapes and portraits... using graph paper, LOL. Would prefer the Tumblr's one because i don't wanna cut my photos. (but they are made of squarish photos in the mural.. i dont have any!) But the No Other's one is so pastelcolor-ish and light-hearted prettiness!

Travelling

2010-07-08T20:54:00.002+08:00

Credit: karlahack@tumblr

Wow, i like this! I rlly wanna go Paris & Copenhagen! :)

Sat: Miss Lin's Wedding & class outing to town.
Mon: SISTARS Studying&Outing @ King Albert Park

Hmm photos all on facebook, but I'll redo them when I'm free, according to Fei's guidelinesss

2010-07-07T21:37:00.000+08:00

all the tests this week are engulfing me & my confidence & time away.

seriously. what I need is just some time alone, with serenity, tranquility and fidelity.
tired of studying/writing notes that doesn't go to my head!

i don't even have time to finish homeworks because im writing notes and crippling my right hand, like feeding it with lemons and limes.

skipped the test today after school because. I wasn't confident. I feel suckish and sick to do humanities almost everyday.
but I did feel happier. and that's worth it, I believe.
I don't care even if people think i'm irresponsible or whatever shit. I deserve some rest. too suffocated O;

and at the start of the day, I already had an intuition that I wasn't gonna do the test. Ah, I believe what I feel! I am just not ready for it :( although the chapter's not hard because we were drilled hard on it...

i don't wanna feel tied down by tests/exams! argghh.. more to come next week, with SPA3s.

okayy, off to finish homeworks rather than studying for tests.

Day 5

2010-07-02T14:41:00.001+08:00

Source: typewriterblues.tumblr.com

same initials as me.

listen, everything happens for a reason

2010-06-28T22:05:00.002+08:00

Baking yesterday!

Blueberry muffin mix by Betty Crocker againz. NAISE!
Nice editing, right? I'm addicted to Photoshop Actions! go checkitoutz.

Meant to be a surprise by Joey,
But when Joey distributed today. It's like SOGGY. I think cos she placed it in her air con room. LOL.
The picture is taken when it was just done. FLUFFILY SOFT AND NAISE! :)

Anyway, I signed up for Red Camp 2 days ago! Hm, still a long way but I look forward to it!

School starts today and we're thrown with tests, tests and more tests. I kind of expected it, but it's getting terrifying.
Gotta start my hardcore studying tomorrow. Failure to do so today because it's Monday, dramaassss gaaalllooorrreee. in a nutshell, i'm just lazeeeee actually.

And i'm bruised with guilt when I heard that majority of the people are doing the humanities' homework. Damn.
I was soo disappointed when I did a 15pages long one the last holiday assignment and it wasn't asked to be handed up. fml, much? waste of pen inksss!

kay and guess what, i'm calling it a day at 1015pm. so unlikely of me, but i'm really worn out at the end of the day. good night!

2010-06-25T22:30:00.011+08:00

haven't been a fan of miley, in fact have been disliking her for some time, but her new album's fab 8D

the only thing that are hearts are made of
are the acts of forgiveness and love
the only thing real when push comes to shove
are the acts of forgiveness and love
coz in the end no one loses or wins
the story begins again and again
with forgiveness and love

the city of angels is lonely tonight
keep themselves alive by candle light
say she can't love you like I do
look me in the eyes and say it's true
i ask myself, is this love at all?
when I need you most you let me fall
i'm always here at the side of your stage
let you live your life and pretend I'm okay
i'll be okay

spoilers! shall stop here, go listen to it! x.

2010-06-24T23:12:00.002+08:00

"So keep telling me I'm full of myself and selfish, so are you. What do you really want? Are you just mad because you're not doing anything to get it? You're not in love with yourself and it's pretty annoying to see me all I'm pretty great, I like what I do. Of course, I choose what I do. I'm not trying to be an asshole. I'm just saying, how can you love anyone else when you cannot even love yourself. How can you believe you're doing the right thing when you don't even believe in yourself?"

source: typewriterblues@tumblr

('.') Hi My BFFs

2010-06-23T18:03:00.004+08:00

8th of June

Like two weeks ago but Yufei just uploaded e awesome photos!! :D
Edited the photos because I was playing with Photoshop Actions... bloody conventional.

And so, we went all the way to Kallang for,

Ice skating!

MY BFFs((:

Heh, it was fun though I think I lost my touch! 2 years of not being on ice!
But it was still fun! :D
Tired after skating for 1hour++, my toes were numb cos of the tight shoes x.x
I didn't fall down at all! Historical moment. I mean I know even Ryan (first attempt) also didn't fall down, but I'll always fall regardless even when we're in the course 2 yrs back. HAHA

Left: Even more BFFs (LOL) Right: I cant help it but my eyes form a line..

So after that, we went to BK to chill cos we were famished to the max.
HAHA AND I BOUGHT A UBER CUTE HELLO KITTY PEN WTF, WITH YATING.
Then Ros and Joey went to buy it as well, HAHAHAHA! Supar cute~

Wanted to bowl but the place was booked with some event (YES!!!!! I CAN'T BOWL LOL)
So decided to play pool at Bibi's condo after a major dilemma

And upon reaching BB, it was time for us (Me, Yating, Jeffry, Tingyew, Kokfoo) to go bake at Huiwen's house (for the class outing next dayy)

And so we cabbed there, and baked & baked & baked.
All the way till 1AM. OMG.

Wanted to go 7eleven for SUPPPEERRRRR! But we were too shagged out to go ite-,-

Whoah and imagine my fatigue when I had to woke up next day for PhysSPA and chiong all the way to MB straight after that.
I think i slept like a pig in the train because thank God, I had a seat.

Cupcakes we baked (wrinkly and powdery, but sweetness is MAX) super amateurish!!

OKAY I LIKE IT, THEY LIKED IT SO WE LOVE IT.

\m/

2010-06-18T21:34:00.002+08:00

SISTAR's version of Stand Up For Love-Destiny's Child. I like Hyolyn! The one in the red jacket. Ah new debut group proves their potential! :D

There are times I find it hard to sleep at night
We are living through such trouble times
And every child that reaches out
For someone to hold
For one moment
They become my own

And how can I pretend that I don't know
What's going on?
When every second
And every minute
Another soul is gone

And I believe that in my life
I will see an end to hopelessness
Or giving up
Or suffering

Then we all stand together this one time
Then no one will get left behind
And stand up for life
Stand up
And hear me sing
Stand up for love

Im inspired
And hope
For each and everyday
That's how I know that things are going to change
So how can I pretend that I don't know
What's going on?
When every second
And every minute
Another soul is gone

And I believe that in my life
I will see an end to hopelessness
Or giving up
Or suffering

If we all stand together this one time
Then no one will get left behind
And stand up for life
Stand up for love

And it all starts right here
And it starts right now
One person stand up man!
And the rest will follow
From the forgotten
And from the unloved

I'm gonna sing this song

And I believe
That in my life
I will see
An end to hopelessness
Or giving up
Or suffering

If we all stand together this one time
Then no one will get left behind
And stand up for life
Stand up and sing
Stand up for love

090610

2010-06-17T02:09:00.002+08:00

9th of June.. Marina Barrage class outing & June&Joey's surprise birthday celebration!

Planning was supar fun, especially the wrapping of the parcels!
Different layers include: Nothing (LOL), toothbrush toothpaste, face mask, small medium large wax strips, wear-on-the-spot mismatched hotpink sock and black knee-length leggings, flower fan (Sonia gave me hers!), board games etc etc.

Okay. Those were bought by: Jeffry, Tingyew & Xinyi. Super joke!

After PhySPA on that day, rushed to Xinyi's place near school, changed and headed to MB.
Ironically, the guys (Jeffry, Tingyew, Kokfoo) who cabbed there after their PhySPA (a shift after ours) reached earlier than us.

Set up the pavilion-cum-booth HAHAHAHAH with loadsa helium balloons...
Said to be looking like a proposal venue, and a wedding couple photoshooting borrowed the pavilion right?! LOL^10

(Some) Photos: (Provided by Jeffry, edited by Yufei!)

Me & Joey! (LOL, if you look at my calves and feet, there's a skin tone gradient! NOT GRADIENT. I mean, ENORMOUS COLOUR JUMP. and I'm pointing my right feet, retard!)

Photo with the birthday girls! Nice view (SG Flyer, IRs) and nice balloons! \m/

She's damn bitchy but I <3 her. HAHHAHA!

Clique photo! Although still missing quite a number of people...

At night, we wrote our personal wishes on the balloons and let them go (eh. too much balloons to be brought home?)
Loveleh! I know my wishes will come to pass.

Ah 4E'10! Love love love!

I don't think I'll ever forget this day.

Numerology

2010-06-16T01:31:00.006+08:00

Googled a bit on numerology because I just bought a earstud with a billard no.8 on it.. that's how random I can get!

Eight in many cultures and ideologies seems to have similar meanings: Felicity, Perfect rhythm, Regeneration, Resurrection

Buddhist tradition: Eight is completion, all possibilities. There are eight symbols of good augury.
Christian: Eight is regeneration and rebirth. The font is usually octagonal as symbolizing the place of regeneration. There are eight beatitudes.
Japanese: Eight is the "many". There are eight Gods in the heavens.
Platonic: Plato has eight spheres of different colors surrounding the luminous pillars of the heavens.
Pythagorean: Eight is solidarity and stability.

I am not someone into studying numerology/alphabetology (is that such thing? haha) or cultures... they're kinda confusing but this is cool! And Pythagorean is a culture? I thought it only exists in our math textbooks!

Felicity! I agree. Although eight is not my favourite number, it symbolises my birthday to me, so "regeneration" is kind of relevant?

I like how the number 8 is a symbol of infinity when it is rotated clockwise/anti-clockwise.

My favourite number 19 don't really have a great significance on numerology, but it is considered "10+9 and would thus indicate judgment with perfect order or perfect judgment". Not that I'm judgmental, but hmmm sets me thinking? And I'm really amazed by how the brain works. 19 is also to be said as a special number because "Nineteen squared would give 361, one degree more than a full circle" I wonder how can they think of that. It's so cool!

If 4E is really having a class jersey (planning..), I would prefer no.19 printed below my name. Somehow, I am super fated to be number 19 since my primary school days. Even at my O Levels MT last year, I'm index xxx019!

But I don't mind having no.17 (current index number) as well. Why? Because it's a prime number and I have something for prime numbers. :) It's like individuality to me, since they only exist as a factor of themselves and one. (except thirteen, too eerie to be liked.)

Other prime numbers that I like: 17, 9 (partly because it is the month of September, partly because it is part of nineteen), 7
Non-prime numbers that I like (too!): 0, 12 (symbolises my Mom and family to me, also my first index number in my whole lifetime), 18, 69

2010-06-16T00:41:00.001+08:00

tran·quil·li·ty [trang-kwil-i-tee]

–noun
quality or state of being tranquil; calmness; peacefulness; quiet; serenity.

I could really use a wish right now, wish right now

2010-06-14T01:28:00.003+08:00

One of life's greatest desire of mine is to be an amateur baker!

Baking session today at Joey's place. Totally impromptu!
Bought Betty Crocker 's Blueberry Muffin mix! Safer way to bake, haha
The top parts of the muffins turned out to be crunchy like cookies...
But it tastes nice still!

An oven is added to my wishlist

And the next thing I wanna bake is the rainbow-layered cake!

I pretty things :)

Photoshop CS5

2010-06-13T00:07:00.004+08:00

Playing around with PSCS5 for a day or so~ Due to boredom! & Hadn't been touching PS for long..

Editing photos with my louseh-pixelated camera photos, & here they are:

Great changes from before and after!

Okay, not as good as our guru aka Yufei's DSLR photos but it's fun to play aroundddd mah!

Sharp & vibrant photos makes me happeh!

CIAOS! :)

PS/ Yes that's Bibi's birthday cake!

2010-06-07T00:49:00.003+08:00

My uniform has a bloody opening fml. i hate my uniform!

And, I love pool!
Okay, recent hobby.
I think i'm having beginner's luck.
But it's fun!

Mom came back from Malaysia last night with loads of food.
Oh lovely food.

I am addicted to gummy bears tyvm. :(
They're so cute!

Yah that's all.

Cinderella's Sister makes me very emoemo albeit it's a nice show.
TRAGIC is the only word to describe the show. Oh and maybe b i t c h y.

Off to watch Ep14 :) Physics test tomorrow! Hola, whateverrrr.

Doubt I'll be updating for the next few days, so

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNE & JOEY!

Ice skating on Tuesday, can't wait omgomgomgomgomgomgomg
~~Although I know i'll disgrace myself by my long forgotten skating skills and may even land on my butt umpteen times~~
I MISS ICE SKATING LIKE ABCDEFGHIJKMNOPRSTU.

Class picnic on Wednesday! Looking forward ;)

2010-06-07T00:46:00.000+08:00

i won't think about it anymore.

never.

2010-05-31T01:57:00.001+08:00

All I want in life is to be happy.

Whatever we do out of our own accord are because they all lead to personal happiness...

"Life is too short. Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness. Laugh when you can, appolgize when you should & let go of what you can't change."

2010-05-27T23:28:00.002+08:00

Photo credit: Yufei

SCHOOL'S OUT

I need a sense of urgency to start studying for Prelims II. :(

And all the best to all my goodie friends taking their O Levels MT on Monday!! :D

2010-05-25T19:33:00.003+08:00

Must make 2010 unforgettable!

From Fei:

Surprise party for Jeffry on Saturday, 220510

EXOTIC PHOTOS = :D
FEI THE PHOTOGRAPHER (Y)

Totally awesome(:

2010-05-23T19:56:00.000+08:00

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

Recently

2010-05-15T20:13:00.002+08:00

#1 Happy Birthday Geraldine & Syafiqah! :)

#2 On Thursday, went to Lot to buy heels for Syaf, because I got the same feet size...
Omg you'd never know the feeling of buying shoes for someone when you love shoes!

#3 On Friday, went to U.d.d.e.r.s with Xinyi, June, Bibi & Huiwen
It was funnyyyyyyy! And Udders ice cream is nice.

What I ate: U.d.d.e.r.s, then noodles, then Mac Horlicks McFlurry, then fries.
(all one after another)

Imagine how full I was!! Heheh.

It's okay to reward myself because I've been sticking to 1 meal/day for God knows how long-,-
Not because I wanna starve myself/diet, but because I just don't feel like eating~

Okay so yah, awesome day! And something happened... HHAHAHAHA.

Okay, ask me? :p

#4 Watched Xingguang6 finale today! Du Hua Jin was crowned second (:
I don't know why the singers I like, are always #2. Liang wen yin too! HAHA.
Anyway, I think she is very daring! And Huxia deserves being first too~

#5 Don't know why HMT students have to report to school on Monday-,-
Sec1-3 having E-learning day, Sec4s are having MT Intensive.
And me? In neither category.
And I've a very strong feeling I'm gonna waste my time-,- Nobody knows what we are going to do!!
THEN GO BACK FOR WHAT SIAAAAA :( Whineees!

#6 Hehe okay i can't remember anything already!

2010-05-13T18:48:00.000+08:00

But I was already a step ahead: I didn’t trust anyone. Not for directions, not for rides, not for advice either. Sure, it sucked to be lost, but I long ago realized that I preferred it to depending on anyone else to get me where I needed to go. That was the thing about being alone, in theory or in principle.

Whatever happened - good, bad, or anywhere in between - it was always, if nothing else, your own.

Jealousy is a disease. I hope you get well soon.

2010-05-09T18:33:00.005+08:00

[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]

Dear Mom - SNSD

For some reason I’m worn out and tired
Remaining alone in my room, hugging a pillow
Touching my phone, my heart is
for some reason lonely today

Frightened by the sudden ringing of my phone
my mother’s worried call asking me if I’ve eaten
Those normally annoying words are different today
Those forgotten promises are being remembered

I’ll become a person with a beautiful heart
Become a person who is selfless
I’ll protect the expectations from mother’s love
I think of mother who used to share my dreams and brush my hair

Though I’ve made hurtful, wrong choices you silently watched over me from behind
Though a young and ‘innocent’ child,
I think I understand now, the meaning behind mother’s silent prayers

I’ll become a person with a beautiful heart
Become a person who is selfless
I’ll protect the expectations from mother’s love
I think of mother who used to share my dreams and brush my hair

What do I do, my yet small heart.
Will it do well without holding mother’s hand?
I fear because I still lack so much

I’ll become a wise mother’s daughter, give me the strength
I’ll become a praiseworthy daughter no matter where I go

I’ll protect the expectations from mother’s love
I’ll have a heart that is warm as the unconditional love you’ve shown me

I was shy and couldn’t often express,
that Mom, I really love you.

happy mother's day

2010-05-06T20:49:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROS! :)

EVILDARLING. I still remember.

4 years and counting!

Don't wanna say anything cliche, because I bet you've received a lot already!

HAPPY SIXTEENTHHHHHHH. I hope you like the presentttt! Hehe >:D

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2010-05-06T15:44:00.002+08:00

you're so disgusting.

the more you think it's not you, it's you.

stop thinking that you're so angelic >:)

2010-05-03T22:08:00.000+08:00

:) Happy

2010-04-29T19:19:00.000+08:00

HI EVERYONE TOMORROW IS THE LAST DAY OF PRELIMS 1

AND AS YOU CAN SEE I THINK THE FUSE IN MY BRAIN BLOWN UP

BECAUSE THERE ARE TOO MANY THINGS TO REMEMBER/MEMORIZE

HAHAHA ALL THANKS TO THE PERSON PUTTING SS & HIST ON THE SAME DAY

TOTALLY LOVELY RIGHT?

OKAY I KNOW TOMORROW AT THIS TIME I WILL FEEL UBER RELIEVED

... BECAUSE I'LL FLOAT TO THE CEILING AND NO LONGER BE PRESSURIZED, SO MY HEIGHT WILL +10CM

YAY WAITING FOR TOMORROW!!

I SOUND LIKE A PRISONER TO BE FREED HAHAHAHAHA!

2010-04-25T00:35:00.002+08:00

Omg, I took my time off to watch Xingguang today, ytd's episode.

Okay. Today I vouched to study, but I did not really do so. Bahhhh not in the right mood! :S

AND I THINK XINGGUANG IS BERRY BERRY AMAZING OKAY. IT TRIGGERS MY EMOTIONS WHEN THEY ELIMINATE PEOPLE :(

Bahhhhhhh! But still, I like Du Hua Jin the bestaaa!

Then come all the internet comments, saying that all the judges porrrrr her only.

:@

:@

:@

okay. enough of ranting. 5/14 the finale! hope Du Hua Jin will emerge as the winner :p AND, hope lwy goes to perform w them!

YESH AND LWY COMING BACK NEXT FRI RIGHT AFTER MY LAST PAPER

Good timing! LOVELY.

Okay i'm going to sleep.

2010-04-23T22:55:00.004+08:00

Finally, it's the weekends.

So worn out from revising humanities.

Just realised that for this whole week, I went home straight after school. To study.

Bah.

PSM! if you're reading this, are you going next Fri??!

If- Taeyeon.

Seeing her sing live makes the song a thousand times more emotional, you know?

If? If... If?

Have you ever

2010-04-22T20:02:00.001+08:00

Booooooooooooooooooo

Prelims 1 in a weeks' time

:(

2010-04-19T19:45:00.001+08:00

Nice.

And if you know her enough, you can spot Ros' block :D

2010-04-19T00:16:00.003+08:00

Taking a break from studying for Physics test... and it's 0017 hours now :'(

4 more chaps of notes to go... I'm so dead, right? I don't even know why am I studying when I know I'll fail for sure. I mean, i'm realistic! Moreover, I don't even get Starbucks even if I pass, unlike Ros. Bahahaha! I don't understand the chapters taught in last November/December, but i did listen! I think.

Anyway, these few days, my brain is officially BOOKED by Humanities. 10 more days (Yes, Jonas reminded me) to Prelim 1. I think WS is crazy to put both humanities exam in.one.single.day.
Seriously, are they in their right mind?? How I wished the "fire" burnt all the papers. damn.

I am in a very whiny mood now~ bah.

Okay, back to Physics... :(

2010-04-15T15:38:00.000+08:00

Yayyy love'em!

2010-04-11T14:45:00.002+08:00

we don't look alike at all :)

went to my cousin's 21st yesterday near midnight,
she got a polaroid camera for a present! ah, envy!
took a photo w my sis, and i look uber cui can ):

and my fringe looks long. again. going to cut it now, myself.

& WSMB is WS's pride! so heartbreaking to see them cry ): i know how it feels...
but they really did well & way out of expectations! (y)

lovely.

2010-04-08T21:34:00.002+08:00

Happy 23rd birthday Liangwenyin! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
& Happy 20th?? birthday Kim JongHyun ;D

hehehe today was totally awesome can!!

firstly, the Band Comp cheer, we the upper sec totally OWNED the whole crowd! i still rmb the cheers 2 yrs ago, though i wasnt the FANS that yr.

secondly, is HMT lesson!!! so miraculously, the lesson was FUN in history. my name is 一暴十寒, which i think totally SUITS me, sometimes. aiyaah, i have a bipolar bff what! don't blame me :D i memorised 16/17 words!! okayy not totally perfecto but then quite awesome right!! hurhurhur

went for dance after school, but was sent to do saigang with Kerencia & Huiwen. so tiring!! ): stock checkk??! its like bullshit. after that (we did not finish everything), met Shuqi (Happy belated bday!!) and Shiteng, and went to eat dinner.

Epic shit okay? Insiders joke!! I laughed so much I thought i was going to have my whole digestive system in an opposite direction.

THIS SIGN >> \m/

Laughed consecutively for more than 1 hour.

And i miss my dance clique man ): sobs! shuqi told me something i dont remember :O okay, memory failure. sry ):

i miss everything.

2010-04-04T01:37:00.001+08:00

NOTHING BEATS

Yami Yoghurt and fruity pebbles

Okay 1.38am now and im fangirling over yy?! -_-
wanted to study SS but 3 factors down chap2, im borrrrrred.

shall go to sleeep.

2010-04-02T23:08:00.004+08:00

Epic faces & my eyes are barely visible!

Out with Huiwen, June& Jonas today.
Had fun. Ate a lot. Yami Yoghurt.
Bought a pink comb and I can finally comb my hair, because I lost my comb. I went out without combing my hair today (horrible terrible vegetable!)

No photos, my camera is batt-dead for months already.
I'm lazy.

Tell me how TM can be so naturally feminine here?!

☆★☆ 별별별 별만큼 사랑해

2010-03-31T23:03:00.002+08:00

I remember during the motivational workshop, there's this question that struck me.

Do you think 24hours in a day is enough?
If a day extends to 36hours, do you think it will then be enough?

Sets me thinkingg

Unphotographable moment.

2010-03-29T16:45:00.004+08:00

A very random fact about me is that when I do math, I absolutely hate it when the worksheets have small, strenuous questions... My eye hurts and I lose the momentum, you know? Finding where I stopped every sub-question.

Everyone who agrees with me, BREATHE.

I knew it :p

Don't talk to me about the ecosystem or conserving paper okay. So shoot me for being a history student!

❝ There’s a point in life when you get tired of chasing and trying to fix everything. But it’s not giving up. It’s realizing that you don’t need certain people and their crap. ❞

2010-03-27T23:27:00.003+08:00

MY LIFE IS AWESOME BECAUSE

OF ALL THESE PEOPLE :D

"YO 4E!"
"So imbar~ So imbar~ F-O-U-R-E, L-I-T-E, 4E!"

I came up with the 11 clap thingy okie :p So cool right! (Y)

I think I've never seen 4E so united before hehe!
Although we didn't win in the end (and got last, wth!)
Because our imba Jeffry had tuition (sobs)

:D:D:D:D:D:D

I think other classes also did well lah!

The motivational workshop is not (superbbbb) motivating,
But it brought out the 4E unity during games & such~
But I learnt a few things too ;D OPEN MIND!

"You miss 100% of the shots you don't take"

:)

2010-03-25T22:30:00.002+08:00

Bond, is, breaking, and, it's, taking, over, my, spirit
Something's, shifted, have, we, drifted, too, far, apart, now?
- Avalanche, Marie Digby ♥

Happy with life apart from studies & tests.

This whole week, I'm having adrenaline rushes when I decided to call it a day.
YES. NOW. Just finished reading Gossip Girl (Because I'm Worth It) & erm, I treat today as restday (Again, I KNOW. Every day this week is rest day-,-)
because tomorrow's timetable is dominated by the 8am-6pm motivational talk.

Great. Not like its Adam Khoo. (heck, other schools get motivational camps by Adam Khoo!!)

& How long is that? Let me count? 10 H O U R S.

So TGIF... NOT. (btw, I wanna dine there.)

Oh yeah. The finale is on Saturday.... I want my breakfast ):

Huiwen & I changed our seats nearer to the albino bimbo, because Huiwen wanted a NEW environment as well. (yeah, right! NEW MY FOOT.)
HAHAHAHA BUT I'M NEXT TO THE PINK CURTAIN!

One good thing is that erm I can doodle/read during boring lessons less conspicuously?

Okay I'll stop whining.

And reply to tags, since everyone suddenly started to tag frequently...

psm (15Mar): Yeah mannn! Awaiting after major exams! FIGHTINGG! :D
[Ker all replied on her blog]
X: Thanks, you're?
psm (20Mar): HAHA! thanksss!
bibiana: hurhur! its okay. thanks though!
pass: Wowwww. can I know who are you? :o
Natalie: TAEMINNNNN! Hehehe.
Andrea: Linked! :D
psm (22Mar): Welcomeee! Don't cry ley :p
Fei: SO SARCASTIC, THANKS A LOT. Including the Sakae one -,- Omgg I'm saving to buy a pint of b&j ice cream! PATHETIC

Have we drifted too far apart now?

2010-03-23T23:14:00.002+08:00

Finished chinese essay (do the conclusion tomorrow morning) and Bio notes (read in depth and memorise tmr recess)

I.am.so.worn.out.

But I ♥ the Cookie Affair during B&J FCD just now. We went when the queue haven't made a damned detour yet.

I love Harris. I wanna read The Winner Stands Alone (Paulo Coelho) & At First Sight (Nicholas Sparks!)

My 3rd year without wearing any earsticks/earring/earstuffs and my ear hole is still there. amazing, much?
Bought earsticks today. Such a miracle.

And erm its junk food day no wonder I so fat.

I'm going to sleep already! Tired ttm.